I have become a very bitter person.... why can't I just be happy for people that are pregnant and people that have kids?

Well we had our last person come over and grill us before we are able to do foster care. Tomorrow we will be presented to the board, and if we pass then we wait for a placement any where from one day to years, I really hope that we pass and get kids in this home soon. I am so ready to be a "mom"

Waiting

We have been waiting since January 13th for a call from our Resource Family Consultant so we can start waiting for foster kids. I am so tired of waiting! Will there ever be kids in this house? Will I ever get to be a mom? Can one thing just go smoothly without any brick walls? GAH!