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Tuesday, January 24, 2012


Rights were terminated and my heart broke for the father. We will be adopting in May. I still don't believe it is true. I had to testify and it was was very intimidating and I was shaking like a leaf.

Monday, January 23, 2012


TPR tomorrow, scheduled for 8 hours, it is two hours away and it is snowing something fierce tonight.. just found out we are testifying. I am freaking out and my heart is breaking. I have no clue what to expect.

Friday, January 20, 2012


Okay.... I don't like to lose, so go  HERE and like my photo! Heather & Blaine. Please help me win!!! Thank you in advance.

Monday, January 2, 2012

puke stinks

No, really it stinks! The twins vomited every night for a week and a half. They were fine during the day, but come night time this momma was cleaning up puke. I was exhausted and frazzled and I felt like a failure, no matter what I tried my kids got sick every night. Finally when threatened with going to the doctor (not really) they stopped. I danced the first and second morning when my blanket search showed no evidence of vomit. I am not talking a little wiggle, I full on danced! I jumped, waved my hands all around wiggled the hips and shouted for joy. Finally the freaky, dumb bug is dead!! I hope it stays dead forever and ever and ever!

I also learned that my little dude grinds his teeth before, after, and during vomiting. This is one sound I can not stand (also the sound of Styrofoam.) both of these noises make me want to vomit. It is a pure miracle that I did not vomit while helping this sweet soul every night. Thank the lord for small miracles!

I also found my Sassy Pants rocking in her pile of vomit a few times. These poor kids are just barely starting to cry out when they need help.

The last few mornings I have awoken to this over the baby monitor 1-mini mom 2- sassy pants

1- "mom mom momma mom-e mom"
2 " dad?"
1- "dad gone, bye bye"
2 & 1 "mom come here!"

I will then go and "release the beasts" and Sassy pants will run down the hall while yelling to her brother "HOLD ON "insert name" MOMMA EAT!"

It is nice to wake up giggling at my silly monsters. I can't imagine my life without them. I REALLY hope they stay but I am so afraid to get my hopes up but I keep catching myself thinking in terms of forever.

Okay now I need advice. The Hairy Hubby and I have been having a debate... Is it okay for a mom to take her kids out in public in only their jammies? If you read this you HAVE to answer that question.. that is the law!